I Walk

When it seems I've 

been cruel,  phony or cold

My mind replays

conversations of yesterdays kind    

When it seems no love

is to be found on the Earth.

And it matters too much

if  I'm noticed or not

When I care about someone

but hide it away

It seems like my friends

don't want me to stay

When i had all this love to share

but,  there is no one around

My thoughts are one big mess

in my mind

The days never end

'cause the nights just blend in

And I realize I haven't

been slepping at all

Prayer seems to be

a helpless plea between thoughts

I begin to think my identity

is somehow lost

When I think too much about

the way things should be

My brothers and sisters

they all disagree

and we just can't be one

and at  peace with each other

Time slipped away

things don't piece together

And I don't know where I stand

with the people I love

So I go into silence

and lose a few friends

I don't feel strong enough to

hold a stare in defense

when it all runs together

and,  I can't can't seem to feel...

I walk.